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I have horrible dreams. Last night worse than normal. Last night John broke up with me. That is sad, but what breaks my heart is that he already had someone else to be in love with. Leaving me was no bit thing for him. That... I dunno. I know it's stupid. I just can't shake it when it happens. Now I'm all wanting to cry even though nothing happened. Couldn't go tell John even if he was awake cause he doesn't get how dreams can affect me like that.
I just feel broken now.
But the upside is there's an absolutely stupid bitch on TV who got to write a book and doesn't know when to shut up.
Wait. That doesn't make me happier. It makes me sad that she gets paid to write that bullshit.

BAH.
I need to not go to school today. I need to stay home and hang out with John. I need to shake off my dreams.

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poop.